I honestly MISS being in college and am a little jealous of these kids. Their worlds are so wide open and full of potential and possibilities. Okay, in all fairness, my world is still wide-open and full of possibilities, but there is something to that feeling of utter naivete and unabashed optimism that greets you with every new school year.
Heck, I even miss the school work. Um, is it weird to admit that I MISS being graded? I MISS sitting in class and having the knowledge of my professors wash over me (some were more successful at communicating that knowledge than others). I miss that feeling of being part of a system larger than myself. Of being affiliated with a university...MY university.
My three and a half years in college were like a dream. I dated; I went to school; I went to parties; I had sisters; I went to football games; I ate...A LOT. I never really had to think about the outside world. That is, of course, with the very big exception of 9/11, which happened during my sophomore year.
I am in the real world now, but still living on a college campus. It's a very surreal feeling. It's like straddling two worlds. On the one hand, I get to experience the energy associated with a college campus (youth, college sports, under-age shenanigans, etc.) and on the other, I'm married, contemplating having kids in the near future, looking for a job, paying bills, making ends meet...you get the picture.
Sometimes, I really do just have to stop and thank my lucky, quirky, unpredictable stars for my life.
Oh yeah, GO SEMINOLES!!
Heck, I even miss the school work. Um, is it weird to admit that I MISS being graded? I MISS sitting in class and having the knowledge of my professors wash over me (some were more successful at communicating that knowledge than others). I miss that feeling of being part of a system larger than myself. Of being affiliated with a university...MY university.
My three and a half years in college were like a dream. I dated; I went to school; I went to parties; I had sisters; I went to football games; I ate...A LOT. I never really had to think about the outside world. That is, of course, with the very big exception of 9/11, which happened during my sophomore year.
I am in the real world now, but still living on a college campus. It's a very surreal feeling. It's like straddling two worlds. On the one hand, I get to experience the energy associated with a college campus (youth, college sports, under-age shenanigans, etc.) and on the other, I'm married, contemplating having kids in the near future, looking for a job, paying bills, making ends meet...you get the picture.
Sometimes, I really do just have to stop and thank my lucky, quirky, unpredictable stars for my life.
Oh yeah, GO SEMINOLES!!
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