Random Girl: The bright side

So, I've been in a major funk lately. Actually, it's more of a rut. I can't explain it but I'm pretty sure it has to do with:

- Getting rejected from two jobs this summer,

- Being in over our heads in credit card debt (entirely my fault too),

- Having to keep waiting to start trying to get pregnant (wrap your mind around that one),

- Feeling like I'm not doing a good job at the job I already have,

- Feeling like I'm not maintaining the house like I should,

- Having a constant upset stomach (need to go to the doctor for this one),

- Not taking care of myself by making a doctor's appointment for my constant upset stomach,

- Feeling like I'm trapped in the house for days on end,

- My freakin' herbs are dying because our apartment is a dark cave (I loved those herbs),

- ...

Wow, what a sad little list...Okay, seriously. I could definitely be worse off. Here is the bright side:

- I have an effin' job that I love and that pays me much more than I would make working at a retail job like Banana Republic (I will never work retail again!),

- I have a wonderful husband who likes to give me crap at every turn, but who really knows what makes me happy,

- I applied to the perfect job at UNC two days ago and though it doesn't close until November, that leaves me with a full month of positive thoughts that I will get an interview,

- It is absolutely beautiful outside right now...and yesterday too. I actually took a blanket and sat out in the sun/shade of a tree in the park and it was wonderful (see pictures below).

So, I will continue to endeavor to see the bright side of life (and I guess I'll make a doctor's appointment, too).

Guy reading on bench...